Oh GoD Why is it soo pain???

PLS ON THE LAME SONG<<
I think i finally made my choice.
I give up on her.
Its not worth getting her.
I think she wont understand me at all abt my strength n my weaknesses.
she's selling it too high.
I mean im not saying that she cant sell high bt its really too high.
she dun care abt me.
she dun bother reply my msges.
she dun even bother talking to me.
she loves to cheap talk alot i guess.
cheap talk meaning say like 'i love you bt its not sincere'
I guess thats what she is
A PlaY GaL
I think she's just trying out guys.
I mean that cannot be TrUe LoVe.
she thinks hooking a guy is a competition.
she think the more guys she get the better it is
I dun understand why they love to try guys out.
Its like just cheap talking about love
when i ask whether i could send her home she jus rejected it as she say "tak selesa ah"
I try my best to get her back.
I guess she's just blind to see that im trying my bestest.
Wish She can be as far as possible from me.
I guess we cant we're stuck in the same class.
I wish I could say dun bother talking to me if yur not sincere abt it.
I guess this is Just a CrUsh......
I guess once u break,its over u cant patch back.
I just wanna say the people who have help me,giving me advice.
THANK YOU.