Wednesday, November 25, 2009

WoOtS!!!JuSt CaMe BaCk FrOm Ncc CoUrse

Wohoo,finally im back from ncc course.its was a tiring day after the 2day course.Sowie,that long time no blogging.So The 1st day,when to amoy quee campus for the course,when to register my name there which took me about 15mins,Owh my goodness so many people there.After registering,when to platoon 4 to assemble there.Then i just found out that im the only one from woodlands sec there.I tot i was all alone there but i was wrong.I met my primary school fren which he is now in woodlands ring sec.We became partner during that time.so we kept talking about ourselves,how have been doing in life.so we can finally catch up things together.Then after a long day training,when to bunk after shower to have a good night rest.so while in was sleeping in the bunk,i didnt realize that beside me was my fren's bro.i was so glad to see him.then we chat and told ghost stories together till around 2a.m.we were so tired then we slept.

Then the next day,i was so happy that the camp was finally over.so then we when to the parade square to assembly to collect our t-shirt about the course.it was kinda plain but its rare.N i just realize our batch was the 1st n the last batch for that course.so i was so honour to go for that camp.About 5p.m. then we can finally went back home.i had to wait for my dad to pick me up.so thats the end of the story.*SoB-SoB*....Aww dont be sad.i will be blogging if im free.so dont stop reading!!!!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

So called "Revenge"

Today went to school.HAd to listen to Mr Ong about NYAA camp TMR.So we had to listen like half an hour of his talking.After that it was "rocket" Time.I had really lots of fun.i've got splash during the launch of the rocket.While waiting for my turn to launch me n my frenz went to sit n wait at canteen.I saw FAhmie was sitting next to my table.He acted scare of me n keep saying "hey watchout!! hafiz Sia.Im so scared!!"I ignored him.so damn irritating.Then his fren(Firdaus the EXTRA) came n said "BODOH PUNYA YAZID!!!"I didnt do anything to him then he said that to me.Perangai lame shyt sak!!!.DAh la extra pergi mampus la siol!!!Then i went to the Field to wait.Then Fahmie came n do the same stuff n keep on poking me.Im so pissed off!!!Fahmie asked kok pau to come to him.then when he poke me again i swing my hand to defense and his hand hit kok pau's face.I stayed still with anger.Fahmie's face was red n pai seh that he had hit KOk Pau's face. i wanted to laugh.but i kept still.So thats just a small revenge.hehehe.Fahmie _l_ lah!!!

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

What a Day(Wasted My TIme F0r UsElEsS FriendShyt!!)

lol,sorry long time no blogging.ps.So Today,went to school.got lecture by principal a homeroom system la.so bored.leg was numb.haha.Then Mr Ong tells us about NYAA camp.i checked the list.it was the shock of my life.i was with my enemy.Suriati.but i also dont know why we fight uh,she hates me so i hates her lor.so after school got ncc.learn about unarmed combat,Mr Ang teach us some wushu la.The whether was so freaking warm.i had fun.i get to spa with fahmie.i get to twist his arms.make him fall.hehe.so then got to hear some lecture from our sir about the orienteering competition.i was chosen leader of the group.I hope we could win.Then while was cycling home,my head was dizzy.i was dizzy like i was drinking.so came back home,i washed up and straight to bed.woke up around 7.I ate my dinner.after that message iffah.while messaging,i make a Joke uh about her beautiful eyes.she thought it was real.so she sulk all the way.I called to apologize as she wanted.So she Picked up the fone she said "what You want!!!".so i kept quite.she said "talk lah!!"so i said nevermind and i hang up the fone.the after arguing i realise i was nothing to her in the first place.she's not interested in everything i told her.so we settle by ending the friendshyt.

Monday, September 28, 2009

I HaTe Fahmie 4eva!!!!

I hate him.
He's a bully to me.He might seem fun to be with but to me he bullies.
Who the hell he think he is to bully others???
During maths lesson,when my name was called during that time to write the answers down
on the whiteboard.while i was writing.Suddenly,someone was behind me and PULLED DOWN MY PANTS!!!!.I turned back n look at the guy who was laughing.which i know that fahmie did it.I hate him!!!!.I will never ever forget u F*&^£ B£&$9£!!!!
And you know whats weird about my classmate.when they saw this happened.they can even laughed at me.Do they have Brain or what???.A responsible person should be helping me or could just say thats not funny.Well,i was not embarrassed(Honestly).I just walk away and sit down on my place.Then i start thinking some ideas to put some dirt on him.(Not in violence but a better way maybe??)Around 5.30P.m today,he called me and ask me whether he n his frenz can come to my house to raya there.I silenced n i hang it up.He called again,i kept silenced.He still calls n i pick up.I told him if he come,i will not hesitate to kick him out of my house and i hang up.Afew minutes later,my frenz came n raya there.They kept playing with my little brother.when i asked them where's fahmie,they said he's alone under my block.haha!!!!SERVE YOU RIGHT!!!!

Here are some question i would like u to answer.
Am i at wrong doing that to fahmie??
Does he deserve it???
whats wrong with people nowadays?they can even laughed when my pants was pulled down and its not the 1st time he did it.
thats all.
Thx

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Embarassment 4 me

today,me n my literature group members went to zong lin's block to take the video there.
We planned to meet at 12+ but then indrani n shrinithah came at 1.30pm.Me n zong lin we disappointed.
so there is was when i was embarrassed,I was standing beside indrani.suddenly,indrani dropped n grab on to me.i also drop uh.At the moment,We all heard a loud tear.Shreekk!!!!.i look down at my pants.it was torn.we all burst in laughter.so it was embarrassing at that point.After the video taking,zong lin borrowed me his spared pants.I really appriciate zong lin for the pants if not i have to go back home with torn pants along the way.
tc

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Power of the Mind during Ncc

Today During Dnt.
I was teased by venga.venga keep tease like"wei Dayana go to hafiz la.Chey2"
zzz.Lame sia.so i jus ignore n look down.then,while i was walking natasha accidentally hit my .... which was not supposed to be touch.i kinda "reprimanded" her.Then,Fah came n said"which girl wanna touch ur ... la".well,she was like extra uh but i jus kept quite n ignore.After that we got to leave early as we gtg to the Army open house.
so we waited at the canteen.Some of the malay boys break s fast early.I also had the temptation to break also but Im a Practicing Muslim.
Then,I had to hear the "k" gang fighting n shouting vulgarities.."k" gang=indian ppl.hey,im not trying to be racist here ok????.So we waited at the foyer for the rest of the students.there were 12 students missing n didnt report there.so we had to wait for them to come here n get punished.when we reached there.The whether was DAmn Hot.so i jus keep walking under the shade.My platoon keep looking n teasing other girls from other schools.some even asked for her number.I was dehydrating.All most all of the malay ppl break fast there.we get to learn n get souvenir from every booth.it was fun collecting souvenirs all over the place.Some even stay at 1point bcoz they were standing infront of the air con.Then.we were moved to This place called "The army open house Market".so all when there n bought food n drinks.i had to sit at a table full of malays breaking fast.i jus kept quite n "Sleep".so thats all. ty

Monday, August 31, 2009

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Friday, August 28, 2009

Saturday, August 22, 2009

YAy Ramadan is today




yahoo,ramadan is today.
Im glad ramadan is today.
I would like to share with u all about Ramadan.
Ramadan is the ninth month of the Islamic calendar,it is the Islamic month of fasting.
participating Muslims refrain from eating, drinking, sexual conduct, smoking, and indulging in anything that is in excess or ill-natured; from dawn until sunset.Fasting is meant to teach the Muslim patience, modesty and spirituality. Ramaḍān is a time to fast for the sake of Allah, and to offer more prayer than usual.During Ramaḍān, Muslims ask forgiveness for past sins, pray for guidance and help in refraining from everyday evils, and try to purify themselves through self-restraint and good deeds..
ok i hope tis is useful for u all.
TC

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Bad day sia...='(

Today,otw to school.i took bus 913.
Bas came late sia.
when 913 comes,i was the last person to ride the bus.N i had to stand on the stairs.
otw to WDL,theres this marsilin guy calling me FATS.So i just ignored them but i wanted to stare at him but im afraid it might coz bigger trouble.
Then,i sat in the hall for NIC.After NIC on my way to class.I was bullied my SEc1 SMALL boys.dammit.there were 3-4 small boys bullying me n teasing me.They smack my fin on my bag.then i turned around they act innocent.A few steps later,They did the same thing n i ALmost shouted at them but i kept it cool.Lucky my patience were high.
so then during DnT ,MR Ng f*%k3r scolded me bcoz i was sitting in my place.Like im like sitting at my place then he scold me for not sitting at my place but i did sia.zzz WTF.HE announced the Dnt Marks test which we took last week.When Mr Ng said i passed i jump in joy but then i was laughed at.Btw 11ppl failed for this test n theres 9passes.I was hurt when "someone" laughed at me 1st.Haizz.
So this is a dam day for me.hope it would get better.Owh ya 1more thing,i hate Mr tan/Tay for not choosing me for the live shooting.
TC

Sunday, August 16, 2009

An Awesome day 4 me

Today was gr8!!
After my religious class,my family n i went to Arnold's to eat lunch there.
The chicken were fantastic.
After lunch,we went to funan to buy i dunnoe?
while walking across shops,we stop at gamescore.where xbox360 was $499
I Pleased dad to buy me the xbox360.
After "begging n pleased",we bought it.
k la.i noe i write tis very boring coz im lazy to describe.
PS sry

Thursday, August 6, 2009

I GoT S1Lver for NAfa!!!!!!!!!!

yahoo!!!!!!!!!
i got Silver for my NAFA!!!!!!!
cant believe it.
im always having bronze,bronze,bronze
so boring.but this year i cant believe i got silver.
yeah,i noe this is lame but its my acheivement n jus posting it.
so F***K off if u say its lame...
haha .kidding.....

Sunday, July 26, 2009

A LaUgHtEr dAy 4 Me

Its was last friday,where ncc starts after the H1N1 Flu.
I thought its gonna be a boring day,but i guess i was wrong.
we reported at the parade square.There were only 9 of us in Part B.
But there Was actually 36 n now became 9.I heard some cabot,come watch movie n more funny storys.
After taking our attendance,we played street soccer at the basket ball field.
Fahmie was in charge of us n Our captain of class 2B.
After a few minutes,Fahmie had to corner kick where the netball girls played their stuff.
I watch Fahmie closely n he kick.
He kicked the ball hard n hit a Netball GIRL!!!
We all burst in laughter.Fahmie was so ashamed n his face was sooo red.
He tried to apologise but the girl kept quite n cried.
N that was a LaUgther day 4 Me..........

Saturday, July 18, 2009

I g0t stung By l0ads 0f JellyFish!!!!

Today,My family went to Changi beach to Net fishing there.
It was not so crowded as the place were not famous i guess?
We got the whole beach to ourselves.
After casting,I got a few crabs n Loads of jellyfish.
Then i felt that my hand n legs were Icthy like hell.
Then my dad says i got Stung by jellyfish.
I asked him whats the cure for it.
He said "PEE on It".
I was like wth?serious uh?
Then during bathing time i did that.
N OMG It Stinks!!!
Thats alll.......

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Overcoming my fears

Today was a very special day for Dayana As it was her bday.
I overcome my fears by giving a bday present for her infront of my whole class.
I asked my fren Arjay to shout out loud for the whole class to hear.
He said"EH,CLASS HAFIZ IS GONNA GIVE A BDAY PRESENT FOR DAYANA!! WOHOO."
Then the whole class cheered me.
I walk all the way to her desk to give her.
well,she was pai seh.
Then i shake her hand.i wanted to shake her hand firmly but then she shake my hand n put it to her heart.The moment when i felt her hand.It was soooooo soft like a baby's hand.(im not saying that she's a baby la).Then,the whole class cheered.
I hope she would take good care of the very special gift from me.
I hope that she noes its sincere from me......bye

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Cintaku dicuri?LOL

Today was the day that my love is being stolen?LOL
today,during recess.i met a sec3 guy name.....
he ask me whether am i dayana's ex?
I said "yea..."
He said his fren have a crush on her.
SO his asking tips from me on how to get dayana.
i was like what????
then i jus walked away...
Then LOads of thoughts came to my mind.
I was kinda panic.....
so i guess im not In the fight 4 her....
so farewelll.....='(

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Today was a bad day 4 me....

sry 4 the late blogging.
Btw,today was a bad day coz just now during EL lesson.
I didnt have a group to worked with....
so sad.Mr han didnt put me in to any group seh.As i didnt came last friday.
so i jus sit down there.Acting cool....
Then after class,I was tease n Laugh by the Whole class as i had to go nutrition clinic as i was Big size.=P Hope it ends here.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

How guys expresses their love. (:

***How guys express their love!!!***
When a GUY is quiet and is alone,
He's is thinking how good you're, Miss
you!!!
When a GUY is lying on his bed,
He is thinking deeply why he loves you.
When a GUY looks at you in your eyes,
He wants to tell you how much he loves
you and how important you're.
When a GUY answers 'I'm Fine' after
awhile,
He is not and feels hurts.
When a GUY keep asking you the same
question,
He is wondering why you are lying.
When a GUY hugs you while sleeping,
He is wishing that you belongs to him
forever.
When a GUY calls you everyday,
He Miss You and wants your attention.
When a GUY wants to see you everyday,
He cares for you and want to know how
are you today.
When a GUY sms's u everyday,
He wants you to know he is fine.
When a GUY says I love you,
He really means it.
When a GUY says that he can't live
without you,
He has made up his mind that you are
his forever.
When a GUY says 'I Miss You',
He wants to see you immeditely.
Repost this bulletin in 10 minute and
you will get Happiness
If you not repost this bulletin you
will get bad luck...
******GooD LuCk!!!!*******
You've opened it!!!! Good Luck!
Tonight at midnight
your true love will realize they love
you. Something good will happen to you
at 1:00-4:00 pm tommorow, it could be
anywere. Get ready for the biggest
shock in your life. If you break this
chain you will be cursed with
relationship problems for the next 10
years. Post this within 15 minutes

Aww, this is so sweet!

Girl: Slow down, Im scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
Girl : *hugs him* Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? Its bugging me.
Girl: Alright, now slow down
Guy: I love you babe
(in the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didnt want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
If u love any one this much re-post this ....and....the love of your life will realize they feel the same .... DONT BREAK THIS . 2morow will be the best day of your life. However, if u don t post this by at least 12:00 tonight, you will have bad luck in your love life 4 the rest of your life............

17 SIgns u love someone ;}

> > S e v e n t e e n :
> > You look at their profiles constantly.
> > S i x t e e n :
> > When you're on the phone/text with them late at night and they hang up/stop replying, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.
> > F i f t e e n :
> > You read their texts and IMs over and over again.
> > F o u r t e e n :
> > You walk really slow when you're with them.
> > T h i r t e e n :
> > You feel shy feel great whenever they're around.
> > E l e v e n :
> > When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time.
> > T e n :
> > You smile when you hear their voice.
> > N i n e :
> > When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you; you just see him/her.
> > E i g h t :
> > You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them.
> > S e v e n :
> > They're all you think about.
> > S i x :
> > You get high just from their scent.
> > F i v e :
> > You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.
> > F o u r :
> > You would do anything for them, just to see them.
> > T h r e e :
> > While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.
> > T w o :
> > You were so busy thinking about that person,you didn't notice number twelve was missing.
> > One :
> > You just scrolled up to check& are now silently laughing at yourself. :P
> > Now, Make a wish .:)

21 things girls don't notice

Read this.this is not from me.i got it from friendster.


You HAVE to read all of them and if you don't your going to come across with problems in your relationship for the next month! --
1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about...
.
2) Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they arent with u
.
3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile (:
.
4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to
.
5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...never mind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinkin. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out
.
6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him... You don't need to give advice
.
7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you
.
8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE THEM!!!
.
9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot
.
10)If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with you
.
11)If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back,he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something
.
12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that
.
13)When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"
.
14)If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up
.
15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something
.
16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them
.
17)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day
.
18)No guys cant handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it
.
19)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!! Just because ONE is RUDE doesn't mean he represents ALL of them
.
20)WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE
.
21)Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life Everything said in this bulletin is TRUE
.
`-Ladies, if u don't repost this within 1 hr then you will lose the guy of your life
.
`-Guys, if you don't repost this in 1 hr then you will lose the girl of your life POST AS : 21 things girls don't notice

if a gurl cried for you..so true!

hey guyz,i have smth for u to read.coz it reflects my past.i dun want u to do the same.it hurts alot.i took this from my friendster.

if a girl cries in front of you, it
means that she couldn't take it
anymore...
If you take her hand, she would stay
with you for the rest of your life; if
you let her go, she couldn't go back
to being herself anymore...
(VERY TRUE!!!)
A girl wont cry easily, Except in
front of the person who she love the
most, she becomes weak..
(VERY TRUE!!!)
A girl wont cry easily, only when she
loves you the most, she put down her
ego.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you
please hold her hands firmly, she's
the one who would stay with you for
the rest of your life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you,
please dont give her up, maybe bcoz of
your decision, you ruin her life.
When she cry rite in front of you,
when she cry bcoz of you, Look into
her eyes, Can u see n feel the pain n
hurt she's feeling?
Think....
Which other girl have cried wif pure
sincerity, Infront of you, And bcoz of
you?
She cry not because she is weak, She
cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,
She cry, Because crying silently is no
longer possible, the pain, hurt, n
agony have become too big a burden to
be kept inside...
Guys, Think about it...
If a girl cry her heart out 2 you, And
all because of you, Its time to look
back on wat u have done, Only you will
know the answer to it.
Do consider it. Coz one day....
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "im sorry".
♥__if a gal cried for u__♥

MaKaN TiME!!!



The food is marvelous(alhamdulilah).at least we got smth to eat.

Step tak nampak camera



this is the picture that we purposely avoid it.haha.lol.lame...

My Group Members








This is a picture of me n my group members in Burok's group.They are very socialise.love to make ppl laugh.im glad im in this group.

My facilitator Rocks



this is my facilitator.his a good leader.he love to chill.his trademark is BUrok.He make our group name also BUrok sey....

Monday, June 15, 2009

THe CaMp Name



hey,this is the camp which i sign up for.siape tak pergy,mereka rugi tau...hehe.

"Aku & Dia" camp

Hey guyz,
Im sry that i stop blogging awhile for some childish reason.=P(maple)
well,today,i just finish camping from masjid en-naeem.
Its was fantastic.luckily i got my buddies to accompany me through the.if not i'll have a hard time in making friends.i'm kinda "anti-social" person.I'll only talk if its necessary.

Day1
we did some ice breakers as in knowing each other.most of the people there are ard 15-17 years old.sad to say that the sec3 n abv boys only hang with each other.then me,iman,fariz n hanis we're the sec2.both fariz n hanis are cuzzins.so they hang with each other all the time.n im left with iman.iman is kinda lame n immature person.he likes to talk unnecessary stuffs.so i just "MELAYAN" him.after the ice breaking,we got an amazing race around the neighborhood.i thought it was'nt far.bt i think we had to ran abt 5km.OMG!!!thats far.im sweating like a pig.OINK OINK.hehe.we'll the mission was kinda excited,frustrated n fun.when all of out team mates are tired.we had to take the bus for short cut.I wasted $2 sia for bus fare.so sad.But it's worth it as we won 1st.

Day2
I had a painful sleep last night.my back hurts as i had to sleep on the floor.The rest of my roomies brought sleeping bags.so they have a comfortable sleep.The air-con was so cooling that i can freeze to death.Then,my facilitator told us a so called "bedtime story" for us.which is about islam.i was really entertain by the storys.then,we watch a video's about jinn,dajjal(1 eye monster) n setan.the video does'nt have pic of the jinn,dajjal n setan.its just the influence on how to make islamic ppl fall for small things.like psp,radio,musics,mc donald,starbuck n more.
The psp is like when ppl play too mush they forgot abt the time,so it makes u forget abt our daily prayers.Music is like hypnotizing ppl by their music,lyrics.Example Distubia-rihanna.there's 1 phrase with says "the darkness is the light....." rite?dun believe u can check the lyrics.why we have to lessen on eating mc donald,starbucks n more is that the money is collected by the israel ppl.For girls,if u like covering 1 of ur eyes with ur hair.PLs dun.1 eye represents the "dajjal"(1eye monster).

Day3
it's a sad day for us to leave our buddies,roomies n our teachers.But camp it's worth it as we learn loads of stuffs.after the last session,we "salam semut"(hug) our friends.till here.sry if my EL sux.ty....

Thursday, May 28, 2009

"Quality Time?"



Haha,yesterday my dad brought us to marina barrage to spend "quality time" together.MARINA BARRAGE?lol sey,i tot it was boring sey.bt I went there and calm myself down.looking at the sea,stars,moon and the amazing sky.it was beautiful.But i still missing sumthing in my heart.

Monday, May 25, 2009

What is love?

What is love?
Love is blind.
Love is happy.
Love is a crush.
Love can be crushed.
Love can be broken.
Love can be short.
LOve can be LOng.
Love can be Abandon.
LOve is nothing.
Love is everything.
LOve is love.
Falling in love is nice.
But when u fall,u can fall badly.
Once its Crushed,when its cured.
It leaves scars.
Im just a fool 4 love.
I JUst realize this is just a BGR.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Some Poems Which Tells How i feel....

I thought i loved you
but now ur just a creep
i got so sick and tired of crying myself to sleep
now i have learned
not to fall in love till im older
until i can handle being burned
without havin to cry on someones shoulder
I still don‘t understand
how i fell so hard for you
its so much like quick sand
now i know what i must do
instead of handing over my heart
instead of risking falling apart
i will be strong
and keep my heart protected
isnt that why they call it falling?
at least now I‘ll never be rejected



Every night, tears i shed
Everyday is a day i dread
When you‘re around
I wish you weren‘t
Because everytime i seem to hurt
I try to take it day by day
But you‘re in my thoughts
And won‘t go away
I never wanted to feel like this
I never asked to even exist
I just want you to hold me tight
And tell me things will be alright
But you don‘t even seem to care
And never noticed my love was there
Even though it‘s painful to me
I‘ll love you forever endlessly

Its Just Nothing

The first time I looked at you,
I thought nothing.
But slowly and surely you had me hooked.

I Just Reliased im a JeRk.

Im a jerk and she knows it
She’s stubborn and I know it
After today I’ll probably never see her again and we know it
And she’s happy for it
And for me its heartbreaking
I care about her and no one knows it
when she’s says unkind things…
It stings
Because I care and she doesn’t
She hates me …
And I do to
I don’t want it to end this way
After all that we’ve been trough
But what the hell am I supposed to do
I miss my friend
I slipped-up and got mad and lost one of my dearest friends
And that’s how this tragic story end
Im glad and me really sad

It Does HUrtz



I hide in the shadow
Not able to accept defeat
Revenge is what I seek
I’ve been CruShed and broken AgAin

Buried Alife???



Hey guyz,THis is me being buried.
HAha.THx guys 4 burying me ALIFE!!!.
It was fantastic.
We had a fun time during da ECP.
We played bicycle,BEach,BBQing n more.
Byes

HAfiz EMO???




ello,
THis is me being EMO at da ECP.
I Guess there's sumthing im missing.
ANYwaes,nobody CAres Bout me pe.
So whateva LAr.

HAha.Venga n Aiyshwariya



WOW.WHat can we find over here?
TWO LOVE BIRDS.
AWww.So romantic.
Enjoy u too.
Chaoz

Saturday, May 23, 2009

"Tidakkah kau tahu sayang betapa ku sayang padamu.. Engkaulah insan yang ku cinta untuk selama-lamanya.. Tapi disebaliknya..."

haizzz

Hai guyz,
im kinda feeling down today.
I guess she's really gone forever n never coming back.
I have been wasting 2months on just wasting my time.
Im just lost.
Need some motivations.
CAnt believe i fall for her tricks again.
Its been like 3x i have fallen for her tricks.
I guess im blind to see that.
She's now seeing another Guy. :(
I should'nt have listen to some of my friends(Theresa).
I guess she was wrong.
Im totally confused.
I thought We agree we're friends bt I guess she broke it.
What kind of person is she?
I Guess Im wrong.
Haizz,What to do now?
Yesterday,i just gotten "Maki" From Adillah.
Haha,lucky I retaliate back her good.
She's Quite a good fighter.
But i Guess im better.
I felt like Slapping her damn face.
She scolded "PUKIMAK,PEMBUSTARD!" to me sia.
WTH rite?
Imagine if ur in my Position.
I think u would take revenge rite?
She's Lucky Im a patient person.
If not.....
So Whatever la adillah(PLaygirl)
So JUst FCUK OFF LA PLAYGIRL!!!
Luckily,Someone of her "gang" BAckstab her.
N told me that the rest of her gang are actually playgirl except 4 her da "ANGEL"
K then.
CYA GTG let my feelings go.
CHaoz

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Friday, May 15, 2009

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Today

Today was my chemistry paper
well,i was quite easy than i tot
I really pity faqrul seyh
he didnt read da instruction for da last section
Which is section C
It say we are supposed to do 2 question
Bt faqrul did only 1 Question
so sad for him
I had to comfort him,
K cya mum coming home

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Lyrics yg ku suker???

Tidakkah kau tahu sayang
betapa ku sayang padamu..
Engkaulah insan yang ku cinta untuk selama-lamanya..
Tapi disebaliknya apa yang kau berikan padaku
kasih dan sayang kini tiada..
pilunya di hatiku...

Kini kau berubah...
kau tak seperti dulu...
Mengapa sayang mengapa
engkau jadi begini...
Kini aku menyesal menyintaimu
kerna cintaku dipermainkan secukup-cukupnya...
Hampalah hatiku dalam percintaan...
Engkau membuatku tidak mahu cinta lagi sayang...

Mengapa engkau permainkan cinta yang sudah kita bina...
jikalau tak sayang lagi berterus terang padaku...
Janganlah engkau menyiksa aku.. .
Tak sanggup lagi ku menanggung
dugaan cinta yang kau beri terhadap diriku...
Sakitnya hatiku, sampainya hatimu...
kau tidak melayan diriku seperti dahulu..
Cuba kau rasakan apa yang telah ku rasa..
kini pasti kau juga akan menyesali cintaku..

Kini airmata pun mula mengalir..
Engkau masih belum berubah.. engkau tetap sama..
Kini aku meminta maaf kerna hatiku dah tertutup untuk dirimu ohh sayang..
Lepaskan aku, bebaskan aku.. pergilah sayang, jangan kembali lagi...
Haa...Haa...Haa...Haa...
Cintaku Dipermainkan...

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Sunday, May 3, 2009

OMG MYE is coming soon

OMG MYE is coming soon.
Haiz im sooooo stress up with my studys n some other stuffs.
Wish my luck guys.
I wanna pass with flying colours.
k cya i wanna focus more on my sciences.
bye

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

The class photo of Marina barrage



This is my class 2B.
Quiet noisy class but i like it.
haha LOL with me. :D
DUn forget 2B Rawks!!!!!!!!!!

OMG what venga did to me :(



OMG venga,how can u do that to me.
haha anyways,never share burger with your GF ah???
so selfish sia u.
Dun worry Aiyshwariya i will buy u another burger one day.Aiiiing!!!JK
later someone jealous.hahaha

Saturday, April 25, 2009

I regret going to the library

I regret going to the library as i did'nt know (FAHMIE) was there.
i thought i could study there but i was wrong.
The FAHMIE came to ruin it.
He took my phone when i was not looking.
he took Sabrina's n atiqah's number.
he message nonsenses to them.
when i know it,i argue with the fahmie
After Argueing,i just took my bag and walk away from fahmie.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

My Role Model


haha my role model till today.
He had such good looks that i admire of.(Im not a Gay!!!)
He's also smart as he's in 2A
I thought he was my role model bt sad to say that he smoke.
i cant believe it that he smoke.
I've always trust him bt i was wrong...

The Two Love Birds In My Class

The Two love birds....
Vengadesh N Aiyshwariya
haha,hope that your love would last forever.
eh,venga dont take advantage of her ah.....hehe
take good care of her.she's a nice girl....
Dun let anyone touch her or hurt her....
u must protect her....
Aiyshwariya take care of your love ones.....
Enjoy the happy moment with him....

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

A freind i Had,which is now gone

When you need a shoulder to cry on,
Remember that I have a warm embrace,
Ready to offer comfort.

When you think I'm being too tough,
Remember that which does not kill you
Makes you stronger.

When you need a friend to listen,
Remember that I am here for you,
Always.

When you doubt me,
Remember that I once knelt at your feet,
Washing them in service to you.

When you lose faith in yourself,
Remember that I never did,
Nor ever will.

Monday, April 20, 2009

Life's Good

Life's good without having her.
i can study n do well in my exams.
haha.Today i cant believe i got 3rd place for math test.
i was so shocked n surprised
'She' gotten 25-27.
haha wish i could laugh at her.
well its best being humble.
hope that her life is getting worst without me.
till here.......

Friday, April 17, 2009

I find it difficult to forget abt her

I really find it difficult to forget abt her.
When im trying to forget abt her theres always someone bringing her up.
its like we are fated to be together.bt she's jus lacking of 1 thing.
which is 2nd chance.
yesterday was my last try to ask her 4 patch.
She reply "u jst send a msg during the tyme when me bro is using my hp.so me n me bro knows..i dn't tink we shuld stead back..so,try get over it".
i seriously vomitted on my bed.
n i cry the whole night as its soooo pain full.
Well,i guess there's no such thing as "2nd chance"in her freaking life.
well,i guess i wasted my 1month of trying to patch back on her.
i guess she's just fooling ard with me.
hope that god will give her the revenge that i wan.
i tried my best to patch back wif her by going home wif her together bt i guess she does'nt appriciate it.
I guess she just playing hard to get or she fooling ard with me.
wish i noe why she dun wanna accept.
The onli answer in my head is
1.bcoz of my damn harsh msg which it was'nt frm me
2.She found another guy?
3.she's jus folling ard
if there anymore pls tell me.......

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Oh GoD Why is it soo pain???

PLS ON THE LAME SONG<<
I think i finally made my choice.
I give up on her.
Its not worth getting her.
I think she wont understand me at all abt my strength n my weaknesses.
she's selling it too high.
I mean im not saying that she cant sell high bt its really too high.
she dun care abt me.
she dun bother reply my msges.
she dun even bother talking to me.
she loves to cheap talk alot i guess.
cheap talk meaning say like 'i love you bt its not sincere'
I guess thats what she is
A PlaY GaL
I think she's just trying out guys.
I mean that cannot be TrUe LoVe.
she thinks hooking a guy is a competition.
she think the more guys she get the better it is
I dun understand why they love to try guys out.
Its like just cheap talking about love
when i ask whether i could send her home she jus rejected it as she say "tak selesa ah"
I try my best to get her back.
I guess she's just blind to see that im trying my bestest.
Wish She can be as far as possible from me.
I guess we cant we're stuck in the same class.
I wish I could say dun bother talking to me if yur not sincere abt it.
I guess this is Just a CrUsh......
I guess once u break,its over u cant patch back.
I just wanna say the people who have help me,giving me advice.
THANK YOU.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Shud I or I shud'nt???PLs Help Me

Should i give up on her???
Should i stop thinking of her???
Should i ask her again for patch???
Will she accept me???
Does she still like me???
Why does she stare at me during school???
Should i ask whether she still loves me???
Am i changing???
Does she like my changing???
How to Get her HeArT back???
Is she still AnGrY at Me???
Is sHE sTILL HuRtZ???
Why does she even bother talking to me on the Phone??
Why does she ask question like (do u still like me)???
Have she Forgiven me???
Wish I could noe her feelings abt me??
Everywhere i go im AlwAyZ ThiNkIng AbT Her
All i have to say is "I Missed her N I Love Her very very much"
Wish she knows My feelings abt her...N i Wish we could be back together foreva!!!

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Today???

hey guyz,today was the weirdest day of me life???My ex was in malay dance SYF.she ask me to w8 4 her...i had to w8 4 her till five...(man,it was soo bored)when she was back,she n her frenz ask me to join them for a bubbletea.so,i jus follow...i was like a dog following all they say :(.After buying bubbletea,we went to the nearest bus-stop.n guess wat More of her frenz were there.. i felt left out...5-10 mins ltr,the bus came we ride the bus.when i gotten my seat,my ex put her plastic bag beside me n ask me to takecare for her.N she sat beside her frenz..so i jus hackcare them..when we reached at causeway point,my fren(iffah) ask me to throw for her the bubbletea bottle..i said ok.then my ex jus put her bubbletea cup infront of me...she did'nt ask anything..she jus do that like she tinks im a servant is it???(no manners ah???) so i jus take both of them and walked out frm the bus....thats all...shud i or shud'nt i?

Monday, April 6, 2009

The Action person in my Class (VeNGa)

VeNGa is a tall,thin,smart??,n not to forget action cool guy.he always flirts wif girls(not that im not jealous)when he talks,he talks like the boss(i mean hu the hell he thinks he is???president or Mafia Ldr??)n not to mention he walks,talks,speak all in an AcTion way Bt his a Role model to me.haha!!...haizzz...till here

Being bullied by a GiRl??

i cant believe it that im being bullied by a girl named (AdDila).it was during recess time,where i always hang out in our school library.i was walking to my usual place to seat in the library when i saw (addila) coming to me.then she punched me on my arms.i was like"wats that for???"then she walked away.haizzz Girlzzz

Sunday, April 5, 2009

The BIGGEST BULLY IN MY CLASS!!!(FAHMIE)

Harlows,
hey guyz wanna noe who is the biggest bully in my class??? Well his name is FAHMIE(hate him bt i like him)he is a clever,mat rep,n of coz a bully...he always showing off his Muay Thai fighting style(lol soo acting)his a malay guy and his learning muay thai.(does'nt he supports his race fighting style???)one day,he was lifting his knee towards my chest(man,it was quiet pain bt im used to it).till one day i pushed him aside and he bang the chairs and table.the whole class look at him.he felt pai seh and started to act nice infront of me saying "fiz,relax ah".luckily i did'nt take my full revenge on him.The 2nd time he bully me was when i was drinking water at a nearby water cooler.All of a sudden,he came to my back and pinch my chest.The pain was so intense that i pushed him away and pinched him back at his chest very hard and ard 5 seconds.his face was soo damn red.then i let go.then he started scolding me bad words,so i just walk away... The 3rd time was when my pants were loose,he pull down my pants in class.i was embarrassed and damn F#*Kink angry.I Almost Gave him a Punch on his Face.he was lucky that i have lots of patience,if not his eyes will have a Bulls-Eyes.....till here

CamP StEEL Rawks(1st batch)

Hey peeps,During 1st-2nd April it was our NCC!! camp.(too bad cant celebrate April fools day).the camp was gr8 as they were paint ball,lecture and so on...The paint ball was the best activity during the camp.As i got to shoot the opponent's face.(LOL).The games is like this,we have to shoot down 3 bottles to get the flag and bring it back to our side.The game is played 8vs8 ppl.When the game started,i ran toward the nearest barrier(luckyly i got a cover,if not i get shot).All of my team members were concentrating to shoot ppl rather than winning.(including me.LOL)After a few rounds,i heard my SiR shouting to us to shoot down the bottle.Well,all didnt listen as it was in a chaotic situation.bt i aim towards the bottle like a sniper and shot down the bottle.when i wanted to shoot the last bottle(i cant as it was too far).so i have to run out from my cover.i ask my fren(Zhong lin)to cover me.Then he gave the worst answer"i ran out of Rounds".I was like wat the HELL!!!!??.so i jus shoot out 3 rounds and ran to get a position to shoot the last bottle.After aiming i shot and it drop.My SiR shouted to the leader of our group to take the flag in the tree.Thats was the sign of victory(bt,nobody thank me for shooting down all the bottle,SAD!!!)Anyways the food was great...till here peeps

My frenz in WDL!!!

It was great having frenz in woodlands sec.they have supported me all the way.TY MY FELLOW FREN SHRINI,IFFAH,INDRANI,ASHWARYA,MIQDAD AND ALL THE PERSON I HAVE MISSED OUT....till here

My Zodiac

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